Natalie Arianna Hodosy Brander

Natalie Arianna Hodosy Brander
December 18, 1999 to November 10, 2009

Tuesday, May 1, 2007

Going to the extreme...

Finding the balance - isn't that what its all about? Its been a crazy a** month - I'm not kidding. The move out of Bonmark is complete. Emotions in check. New house is beautiful but surrounded by a sort of dirt that I'd like to say could infiltrate the bubble boy room in intensive care...kind of a terra cotta talcum if you will. I'm adjusting and enjoying. This past week found us, Mike, Chloe and I, in various degrees of extremes. Four days in Manhattan, population 3 million to upstate Vermont, population 600. Weather from 86 degrees to 35 degrees. From fishing on a river with the local beavers (not the human kind) to treking through Times Square with the native New Yorker, an altogether different kind of animal. Finding the balance. I continue to enjoy the pursuit.

Happy Days.

1 comment:

One Adventurer said...

Too fun!! Did you mean hip...or hippies??? Life is good either way. It sounds like a great trip. Extreme is the theme these days isn't it? Hey...the day we are bored is the day we will carry out our vow to keep each other from becoming one of "THOSE"

Love,
Lana

No Fear

Ojai is known for its Pink Moment when at Sunset the sky turns mauve and pink over the Topa Topa mountains. Even better than Sunset is watching the moon rise over the Valley, a truly breathtaking view. A full moon over the Valley is magic and is asbolutely my favorite view. One of these days I'm going to have a "Howl at the Moon Party". Its on my short list - golf is on the long list. As a child growing up on a large avocado ranch, I remember space, free time and privacy around me. Being able to get lost in the trees, finding a path overgrown by vines and creating a secret place where my sisters and I could play with our avocado leaf money and our water color make-up for an entire day and no one was worried. No people, lots of imagination, a trust in ourselves and a pace and innocence that most of us have forgotten. Fear is so alive in today's World. Our greatest challenge is to live a life without fear. To openly love. To openly accept love. To embrace life with intent and without reservation. No fear. Nike had it right.

Howl at the Moon

Howl at the Moon
No Fear

Dream House

Dream House
Not a Nightmare - I swear!

Dreams vs. Nightmares

I'm not saying I'm actually remorseful - that would sound spoiled. But I really am wondering what possessed Mike and I to give up an apartment in Carpinteria on the beach and a house in Ojai with a pool for a 2 acre piece of dirt with "Life Long Project" written all over it. Its easy - the answer is Dreams. You have to have them. What would we have done if we could only fish and kayak on the weekends instead of backhoe, plaster and paint? This will be OUR home with new memories and stories. Fishing can be for weekends. It isn't a nightmare...do I sound convincing?